May 2010
woooooow.
How long will it take for you to realize i really dont like you ? honestly, i want to cut you out of my life. you piss me off to the point where i feel light headed and i start shaking wanting to punch something. This is also why 98% of my friends are male - they dont try to stick their nose into my bisnuess, but always find some other way to show that they care…
“ take a breath ” dont it sound to easy? never had a doubt but now im going...”
– lyrics from all time low - dear maria count me in.
Trapped
i dont feel free i dont feel as if i can see the world thats apon me cause i am trapped. i see the world differently i feel as if im desperatly trying to find a way out from this blank room which is my reality cause i am trapped. Its dangerous and its reckless cause your body is so infectious but i cant help but so get close cause i just cant help but get a daily dose. this is why im trapped....
“Just cut yourself up like cheap coupons and say death was on sale.”
– unknown.
idontloveyouidontloveyouidontloveyou... oh wait i...
Tear through these holds, and rip away my heart. with an effort so constrained, this is the venom in my veins And I know I’ve built a bed of unrest that destroys my heart once I lay my head down. I plead to change my life, just before I dream and wake to realize that change is inside me. i want to love you but i dont i want to have you but i know i wont stop this madness in me , i just need...
I want to meet Cinderella and ask her how she got her prince without the need to having flash her BOOBS
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“Hey there beautiful (L)
Sooo, i jut wanted to say you are THE greatest girl...”
– best guy in the world.
I wonder why..
sometimes i wonder why i care so much for people who obviously dont care about me. sometimes i wonder why id rather take the blame even if the blame is not mine to claim. sometimes i wonder why i close my eyes and imagine a world that might actualy accept me. my answers? - cause i care for peoples emotions and dont want them to ever feel the way i feel, because im use to taking the blame.. its...
stop. i know.
stop i know you dont care stop i know im just another mistake stop i know you think im pathetic stop i know im not your choice of looks stopiknow that you make fun of me stop i know i have regrets stop i know you try to help me sometimes but you just make matters worse.. please just fucking stop.
“ Sometimes people think its easier to block their emotions, but its better to...”
